#they be having a derealization moment

[halfdent]

◖ @divingdownthehole / 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 :  "Sit down before you fall down.

⚖  ― blood, blood, gallons of the stuff ! 彡

They  are  displaced  .  They  don't  know  right  this  second  who  is  in  the  forefront  of  their  mind  ,  breath  tight  .  Their  ribs  feel  full  of  fluid  ,  it  was  just  a  sensation  ,  though  it  constricted  their  chest  nonetheless  .  Panic .

Their  body  heavy  while  they  seem  to  be  out  of  bounds  and  out  of  their  body  .  Soon  came  a  voice  .  Sit  down  .

Can  they  sit  ?  Would  their  body  allow  for  that  ?  They  willed  it  anyway  ,  breathing  in  ,  air  trying  to  join  the  mugginess  of  their  lungs  .

❝  What  ?  -  Who  .  ❞  Vision  abstracts  until  it  doesn't  ,  it  settles  ,  focusing  on  the  figure  in  front  of  them  .  ❝  You  .  ❞  It  yields  no  malice  ,  no  their  words  are  escaping  their  split  lips  ,  though  not  quite  registering  to  their  own  ears  .  ...  Jervis  Tetch  .  That's  who  this  is  .  They  look  to  their  hands  ,  squeezing  them  tight  .

[mango-peach-strawberry]

Carrying a body that’s not your own

[unorcadox]

i am poison in the water

[arolesbianism]

I wanna take a crack at making some fake screenshot graphics for my Sif Odile duo loopers au but I do not feel confident enough in my ability to mimic isat's art style and I also have a crippling fear of drawing backgrounds

[grymmoires]

I think whatever cocktail of drugs kamala harris is on would fix me

[quietstime]

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[jrueships]

if gup gets shopped out im gonna be so pissed yall

[butchdykekondraki]

everyone say thank u tumblr 4 doing a y2k thing that almost gave us a derealization moment. thanks tumblr. great website.

[inrainbowscd]

what THE FUCK is up with ppl todayyyy i feel like im going crazy there's NO WAY i've had this many INSANE interactions and it's only 1pm......... weird vibes weird energy today something strange is in the air

[weirdmixofweirdness]

Me: I couldn’t possibly have experienced derealization!

Me: *looks up definition of derealization* Well, shit.

[sepiasys]

I dont remember well- nvm.

B said smth and it kinda somehow caused... *ig* derealization?

He asked what he should order to eat, general question instead of what to get from a specific place.

Idk, something about it made me just. "Oh, reality. Thats a thing. It doesnt feel *real* tho." Like it feels like a fucking game or just shit from a story or some shit.

I begin to wonder if I've ever faced reality truly and fully in my life. If there will ever be a time I can see it and believe it and not end up in an existential crisis over it.

[gourde]

Oh yeah I pirated Inside Out 2 and it's a good movie. But also I'm a huge sap for the idea that there's little guys in your head who love you for who you are which makes me ummmmm super sobby which is kinda dumb but whatever. Like wow even after all the horrid shit I've done... there's some guys who are like "That doesn't define you... show with actions not words that you are a better person now. Recovery isn't linear" and I'm like wow you're so right people in my head.... thank you for loving me.... anyways

[roomba-mangga]

going back and forth on the notion of writing this thing as if it were actually aimed at a younger audience versus writing for an older audience who might resonate with experiences of liminality... so far leaning towards the latter... which means i can probably lean further into the heavier elements if i wanted to... much to consider

[delta-chan]

The fact that people are genuinely asking "is this real?" about obviously photoshopped shitposts and begging for them to be tagged "unreality" is extremely concerning. If people are begging for this because "omg it's gonna make me have a derealization episode" that's not what derealization is and not learning (seemingly outright refusing) how to distinguish when something is real--ESPECIALLY news--is incredibly dangerous.

Seriously, people are getting upset over "the bean freaking melted!" and asking "is this real?" is horrific.

[thisishaskins]

no u know what…..working in theatre is a little like purgatory

[silasbug]

i haven't been able to get outside much lately, i used to always try to take at least one walk a day

i really miss it, especially the evening walks along barely or unlit paths

one of the reasons i prefer not to wear my glasses (most of the time) is that it gives the world comfortable fuzzy edges

i don't have to see the dirt, the grime, the sharp details, it all sinks into a familiar blur

it's not surprising then, that i prefer walking at night, without clear vision, because it allows everything to meld together

i don't have to worry about anything

sometimes i find myself surrounded completely by the black, and i have to grope around to find my way, or squint to catch even the tiniest bit of reflected light

and sometimes that has scared me (due to believing in things, as i do)

but i like that fear

it can feel almost like sensory deprivation when i listen to certain ambience as i walk, makes me feel like i'm entering another world entirely

it's a full body sensation- my limbs will begin tingling, everything feels light and floaty, like walking through a heavy cloud

nothing feels real anymore

i like losing myself in that

i miss it a lot